Reflection

So it has been over a year since I've blogged... Oops o_O!

So life has been rather... Eventful?

Right now I am sitting on the couch in my lounge. The lights are off and I have music pumping through the surround sound.

Today I've been feeling rather low BUT over the last few weeks I've been seeing new doctors (psychiatrist and psychologist) and I'm really making progress with them. 

Previous posts I've discussed the fact that I have Bipolar Disorder... After a bit of a breakdown earlier this year and seeing mental health specialists I've had that diagnosis questioned and they have diagnosed me with Personality Disorder. 

This was not what I expected but after many chats and questions with the doctor I came to agree with them and set on the path to picking up the pieces of my life. 

I am on medication (General anti-depressants at the moment) and I've also been started in CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy)

The therapy is interesting and it's still very early days but I think it's going to be a great help. It's a bit boring at parts as there are elements that I feel are childish/obvious (lack of better word) 

I was doing really well but in the last couple of days I've been a bit flat. 

I have a broken rib (so in a lot of pain) and had to pull out of a show I was in so I think it's just that. I don't like pulling out of shows. 

I have other projects happening at the moment though so it's good. 

I am the Musical Director for a youth production of "The Wizard of Oz" with a great company! I'm loving the process so far and it'll only get better. 

I've also got my FIRST directing gig later this year. I'm Directing Hairspray with three great friends on my artistic team. Think it is going to be a PHENOMENAL show (I hope =P )

Anyways. I am going to leave this here and hopefully I will be blogging a lot more from here on. 

Piece out :-P