Ben's Bouncing Brain

Well!...... Things have definitely taken an unexpected turn... but Absolutely for the better! So on Saturday just passed... I was working in the morning. I was sick with this bug that had been going around and I was not happy to have to face a HUGE day (4 hours of teaching, 2 hours of a band rehearsal with kids and then 6 hours preparing and performing a fundraising cabaret for the place I worked for) My boss who I spoke about in a previous post, had interrupted my singing lesson (an annoyingly common occurrence) to suggest I add other kids to my current students lesson... The girls she was referring to had already had their lesson, I do not like to combine lessons without good reason. And the kids singing the same song was not good enough reason for me as the student I was currently working with needed help and to learn the song he had to sing that night. With other students in the room he would not have gotten the help and attention needed from me. My boss argues as I said no

Okay.... so my last post was over 4 years ago!!! I have ocassionaly gotten the odd email or Facebook post saying “you haven’t blogged”, or that “this many people have visited your page this month” and I always thing that I should blog again. The main reason I haven’t is because I think that no one really reads it OR that I am using this as a place to vent and I just assume people will read it and just think I’m being a drama queen. Well I obviously have decided to blog again! So here goes!!! This post is going to be very erratic and up/down in mood.... Firstly I started blogging when I was 23 years old, and I am turning 31 this year. Let me tell you, I don’t feel like I am an adult... I feel like I should be doing things differently or something. But anyways... In my first blog I mentioned that I was against gay marriage because it’s meant to be for televisual protection and such... but also that I was just telling myself that because I was perfecting myself because as a gay ma