Ben's Bouncing Brain

Hey all!! How's life?? Mine? Yeah not to bad (Right not anyway) been absolutely flat out busy!! BUT it has been good. Firstly I gotta say how ashamed of myself I am!!! I have not once mentioned my obsession with "Robbie Williams" he is SEX WITH A MICROPHONE!! Love him (this blog title is a line from his song "Gay friend")... So yeah... ANYWAY Currently 3am and I am WIDE awake!! I don't know if it is because of the new meds I am taking for the bipolar or what BUT my sleeping pattern has been completely fucked up over the last few weeks. It is absolute ridiculousness. SO on the Bipolar front... I am continuing to spiral into places that I really would rather not be! In my lucid (Is that the correct term for this??) moments its not to bad, I am able to recognize that I was in a depressive cycle but obviously when I am IN a depressive cycle I am not able to be rational or anything like that... the down's are becoming more frequent and lasting longer ...

OKAY! So I've decided to start a blog! I've got to be honest I really don't know where to start.... I guess my blogging is going to start rather dull and eventually start filling out as we go. SO I am 23 years old, live in Melbourne, obsessed with Musical Theatre (and any performing arts I guess) ... hmmm ANYWAY like I said I am going to reveal more about myself and my life as we go through the blog... Tonight I got home from a "Weekend" away in Gippsland visiting my family. It was a really good break from everything. I stayed at one of my younger sister's place (She has recently moved out into her own place) where she, my brother, my partner and myself polished off Two bottles of wine, One bottle of "Wild Turkey American Honey" and "Canadian Club Lime" so needless to say we were a bit seedy the next morning. (Quick side note... I am terrible at spelling, grammar and punctuation SO feel free to just ignore that) SO the weekend aw...